twisted's last gig

Big Sky got into rocking mode last thursday (may 25) when Twisted Halo launched their video (also making this gig their last, sadly). Joining in the fun were Sugarfree, Cambio and Sandwich.

(I should post more pics, heheh. Having drunken men sing their hearts out is way fun to take pics of) Till then, i'll be posting this. I think it's really sad.Too bad, indeed. TH will be missed in the scene.
But hell, their farewell gig was one heck of a night ;-)

just peachy...

i'll miss you psychicpants!

we will be together, together in electric dreams!

best buds' postcard-y

Shanghai Baby

The shirt still had his smell. Burying my face in it made me realize what it is to lose happiness.

x factor

cubao x
Originally uploaded by curious_kitty.

into the dark night
under the flickering light
i await our reunion
in thoughts
in dreams

medicated

I've been taking medicine for the past few days for a bug that just won't go away, so my body's reacting to it by becoming all mood swing-y. I feel awful for the people who by chance (or not) see me in my state of chaos and emotional upheaval.

Disclaimer: I don't normally cry over the silliest things, thank you very much. As much as i hope to control my random rants and tearfests, i can't, and that's what frustrates me.

Case in point: A few days back, i got home in this depressed mood i can't seem to shake off. Once i got home, i just lost it. Seeing my housemate, i started crying for no apparent reason. He didn't provoke me to cry, nor was i at any point having any reason to just turn on the waterworks. i just started crying. What's worse is seeing that look on his face when i did. (Guys normally don't react to girls crying and if they do, it's usually awkward and silly, which turned out to be the case for this one) Yikes. A girl he thinks is just too "cowboy" actually crying for no reason. *sigh*

I love being a woman, i really do. There's nothing to it in the world. Just give me more stability when it comes to hormones and meds, please?

friday i'm...

... freaking out.

triple shot espresso based coffee drinks are definitely the way to go when calming one's nerves. *sigh* i hate traffic. i really do. Thank god i don't have a car, i may get into an early heart attack.

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Bear with me, it's a ranting day. I hate the fact that people seem to be making it their priority to get things done the last minute --- like, i've been at Ortigas since last night and nobody had the efficiency or the decency in that place to tell me they will be needing some collaterals for their event TODAY. Like, oh yeah, i'm psychic ---i don't even know you guys have an event! *sigh* SOPs be damned, huh? :-P

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Di na naman tayo nagkita kagabi. sorry ha. tanginang schedule yan i miss you. kinda.

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I seem to be stuck in some weird episode of the twilight zone. Tell me when to wake up please.

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I don't know anymore what i feel. Am i just too jaded to feel anything for anyone, or am i just resistant? I feel bad for not being able to reciprocate any sort of emotion (well, the appropriate one anyway) as well as make you feel that i don't think you are worth my time.

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I missed you Haydz! I'm so glad we met up last night for coffee and some dinner (well, kinda). Thanks for the bag, i'm lovin' it!!!! (we definitely need to meet up and chat again...)

blogging rants

It seems that my entries for the past few days have been photo blogs (which is fine, if you ask me). But then again, i find myself muddled and confused and i can't seem to put everything in words these days. Must be the stress getting to me. So to recap:

Today:

I'm sitting here printing (yet again) another set of media kits. I seem to be just printing these days. Which makes me wonder what my true purpose in life really is. *sigh* Makes me wonder if waking up this early is really worth it.

Yesterday:

A day that slowly but surely turned bad. First, the outfit. It's post laundry day but unfortunately, my sworn in tuesday outfit in still in the cleaners. Dammit. The printer outsourced for current project fucks up the printing despite their proof shown at the office earlier in the day. Sh*t. My boss complains about my lack of time effeciency in arriving to work. I spend the day printing media kits until overtime. Hahaha.

Bright spots? An afternoon rendevouz of iced coffee and whole wheat croissant, and some dinner brownies from good friends. Oh yeah, and two cheese sandwich (emmental and parmesan, yummy!!) with extra pickle relish. hehehe.

The day before:

Brown rice and squid makes a perfect meal, despite the bizaare weather, some sniffles and some overtime work. Late night T.V. ---ahh, bliss! :-D

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I always think that sometime when i hit my mid twenties i'll be needlessly working and just be concentrating on some family business or some project of my own. Now that i'm starting off the latter part of my twenties in a few months, i wonder where my life is really leading to. My mind's a blank now, and after a slight mini-meltdown yesterday, i am seriously thinking of moving. again. Hmmm. Is this good?

:-P *sigh*

my candle burns

Night Of The Dancing Flame
Originally uploaded by bullish1974.

... for someone i can't seem to get out of my mind.

Dammit.

sunday adventures!

Had late night coffee and ice cream with psychicpants! so much fun chatting, walking in the rain and pretty much catching up with what's new :-D ayos!

sucafest!

Originally uploaded by wanderlust_junkie.

last night's party just was too much fun, despite the hard rain, billowing winds and well, your basic storm symptoms. Kudos to the peeps who made it, and muchas gracias for making this sucafest so much fun!

zzzzz....

sarap matulog sa lamig na 'to. (feels so good to sleep in this weather!)

It's amazing how a tropical depression can alter the weather in so many ways. Just a few days ago it was scorching HOT, and i can literally feel the heat on my skin, and now it's a cloudy windy gloomy day just perfect to grab a hot cup of joe and chill in the room listening to erykah badu :-D

Now all i need is a hot guy to cuddle with under the sheets and i'm all set.

Ahhh, life. :-)

fridays are always nice...

...especially with a rainy start.

I can't believe it's raining, and on May! (Oh well, this environment's too fucked up anyway :-P) I wake up to the pitter patter outside and my first reaction was to smile. I just LUVV waking up to the rain for some reason. The cool breeze, the cloudy skies... it makes me feel light-headed at times. Hehehe. (parang beer, pero walang hangover).

So now it's work, and i am constantly wishing i am at home, enjoying the lazy rainy start of the weekend. Hmmm, three more hours to go? Oh joy :-P

Spaced out

spaced out
Originally uploaded by wanderlust_junkie.

...and everything just seems to be caving in all of a sudden.

happy birthday kittykat!

bday
Originally uploaded by wanderlust_junkie.

*hugs* to my best bud who's been me through the good and bad.... wow, ten years na tayo by 2007!

Crash

Dear me,

You should really stop being too nice. It's just not worth it :-(

Being diplomatic can only take you so far.

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hangin'

Got to chill with Ann, my friend who visited for a few days. We got to catch PCK in action at Saguijo , as well as UrbanDub rockin' the suburbs.

Whoo-hoo!

weekend happee

Bunnie's happee thoughts (despite a TOXIC week):

-Got to spend some QT time with Kittykat (the pics are fab, mami!)
-Got to chill with Anne and watch PCK @ Saguijo (yey, Ilonggos rock!)
-Got to eat adobong pusit after a loooong time (goodies from my mumsy)
-Got to play my guitar again (whoo-hoo!)
-Got to have dinner with my mumsy dearie (CIBO eats and treats!)
-Got to spend chill time with Mary and the hausmates (wednesday inuman sessions, rock en roll!)
-Got to smoke under the pale moonlight (sarap talaga mag muni-muni sa cliff!)
-Got to read a really good book (Eleven Minutes, *sigh*)
-Got to have coffee in the morning (yey!)
-Gonna spend another fab weekend!!!

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This week has been HELL, literally. Miscommunications, tight (as in super!) deadlines, wrecked schedules, bizaare changes and yes, money matters just make things a little too complicated for my taste. Argh. I'm just so glad that despite all that, there are moments that make it worthwhile (read above), and hopefully, there will be some more to come. Can't wait for the weekend to start! :-D

(Me thinks i'm a little too happee due to the caffeine rush. Again. Heheheh)

special

Celebrate in the dimness
with your shadow
and imagine yourself
with her
Wistful in the musings
of a cigarette smoking man
your eyes are clear now
and your smile
a bit tired

The candles are lit
but there's no one to blow them out
Your reason is now heightened by age
It's your special day
yet you choose to stay clear
of the celebration
and i wonder why

camwhorin' with Kittykat

score!
Originally uploaded by wanderlust_junkie.

uh...yeah.

secrets of the red room....

we're sisters....
Originally uploaded by wanderlust_junkie.

:-) ahihihi!

"hey mister, she's my sister..."

"hey mister, she's my sister..."
Originally uploaded by wanderlust_junkie.

Goes to show how much friendster can evolve. :-P